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From Secrets to Sharing

From-Secrets-to-Sharing

There’s an AA saying that says “our secrets keep us sick.” It’s true. Personally and professionally, I’ve seen how they harm us. You know it too, how they burrow deep and slowly eat away at emotional well-being. Why do we keep secrets and how can we break free and start sharing them?

There are several reasons we keep secrets:

  • We’re ashamed of what we did or didn’t do, said or didn’t say. Because we’re ashamed we believe that other people will see our actions as shameful, and we can’t bear heaping other people’s shame onto our own.
  • We’re afraid of retaliation. Sometimes our secret actions (or inactions) put other people in harm’s way, and they may be angry or retaliate if they find out. We don’t want the punishment they may mete out. 
  • We were brought up that what we do is private and no one else’s business. Perhaps we don’t even know why we’re so sure this is true, but we believe it wholeheartedly because that’s what we learned in childhood.
  • We don’t like feeling vulnerable. If we share secrets, we’re not sure what will happen. Maybe people will want to know everything about us now that we’ve opened up about this one thing and we won’t be able to keep anything private.

Here are examples of the kinds of secrets I’m talking about which feel it’s risky for others to know about: Making a major financial investment without telling your spouse or partner. Having bulimia. Being addicted to watching pornography. Giving up drinking, drugging or gambling then returning to your addiction. Sneak eating behind everyone’s back. Seeing a therapist. Having been fired from your job and pretending to go to work every day. Having a romantic relationship with someone of a different religion, ethnicity, or race. Being pregnant if you’re not married. Being gay or transgender. Voting for or backing certain candidates. Being racist or homophobic. Binge-eating or cutting yourself. Dating people who abuse you. Stealing. Cheating on your spouse or partner. Lying.

In most (but certainly not all) cases, we feel great relief when we tell a trusting, healthy someone our secrets. Often the best place to start is telling a therapist who can help you figure out your next steps. The reason we tell the truth is to release the shame we’ve been carrying. If we’ve done something wrong, we can’t necessarily expect forgiveness. Think about your secrets and which ones it’s time to share with someone to get it off your chest and get some help if you’re involved in self-harming behaviors. 

Best,

Karen